I have a confession: I was able to get a part-time contracted customer service role thing for work over the holidays. It ends in two weeks. It’s been just over two months and even though it’s been about 5 hours each day, it’s left me completely dysregulated, exhausted, and burnt out. I’ve been dissociating a lot. I won’t get too much into it, but it has been weighing on me not being able to be present here and elsewhere online.