I need some help

Of course Amerikkka killed another innocent person point blank today, on video with no ambiguity. Of course the chuds are celebrating and the libs are doing nothing and I’m sitting here at work on 10 total hours of sleep over the last two days watching everyone around me not care at all. Or maybe they all just hide it better?

IDK man it feels like my whole life is just leading up to me doing something horrible to some people who deserve it and then ending myself. And no one cares. And I know what will happen as the chuds will call me a fat ass and libs will say “Epstein” and there will just be new ghouls to replace the old ones.

How do I numb myself to stop caring so damn much? I swear I can’t do this anymore

  • trashxeos@lemmygrad.mlEnglish
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    6 days ago

    Before you address anything on how to survive and get through the day, first take a moment to remind yourself that the feeling you are experiencing is valid! News like that should have people out en mass, tracking that guy down, and [redacted]. That said, unless you are in a position to have direct impact on the situation, the best you can do is to acknowledge that it is very upsetting news that should not be normalized and then maybe work towards finding a group to organize with, or if that’s not possible today, finding a way to disassociate for a few minutes to survive the day. I offer the biggest of electronic hugs, as that’s all I can offer at this moment. Take care of yourself and then, if you have the ability to, take care of someone around you today, too.